Words are powerful but it is the ones unsaid that have the most impact!

There has never been a time when I didn’t say “I love you” back.

One day I’ll learn how life should really work… Yes, one day.

Dear School Work,
Why must you be so tedious? Why must you take hours to complete? I wish you would jump off a cliff.
Sincerely,
Mariah <3

The humors of Mitosis haha

(Source: createthefuckingchaos)

February

This month has been nothing but challenges and changes so far.! Within one week (2/03-2/09) I managed to get through a complete break down on Monday, a beautiful/cryptic dream on Wednesday, and a break-up Friday. But some how each of these things brought my life into perspective. Without the break down I would have never been able to face some of the things I’ve been avoiding, without facing those things i would have never had a clear enough mind to have my dream, and without my dream I would have never been prepared for the break-up! As crazy as it sounds I feel like all of these things happened to knock me on track, onto a new path. What i don’t understand is why is it still so hard?

30% of the time I like posts because I’m too lazy to reblog them. 90% of the time I forget I liked them so I reblog them weeks to months later. This is what i like to call “Procrastination & Forgetfulness at its Finest”.

As I lay here in the depth of the night

I dream of your embrace 

Not one of a physical touch 

But one from a much higher plain 

An embrace to reach my soul

While lifting me to the sweetest point of ecstasy

An embrace that will take me further

Until I reach the hottest point of ecstasy

And after

Safely drift me down to the Ultimate Ecstasy

Where it will bring me back to earth

With the gentle feel of contentment

The feel of becoming whole

And the feel of being loved

It is amazing how memories & photos can evoke the feelings you had in the specific moment you had them. Almost as if you captured the life of a memory you can relive for a short while. I know somethings fade. Life is not forever and it is certainly not perfect, but these moments make it better. These moments make it worth treasuring & definitely worth living!